I'm scared. Scared of being in a relationship.
I haven't been in a relationship in so long that I can't really remember what it's like... and that frightens me so much.
I remember warm fuzzy feelings, smiles, having someone constantly there for you...
But I can also recall sadness, confusion, the never-ending effort and dedication, completely trusting someone.
How on earth can so much trust, feeling, and effort be placed in a single person?
Letting the person in, allowing them to know so much about yourself, giving so much to that person... I don't know if I'm ready to do that for someone...
Especially since I enjoy being single. It's quite fun. ;)