"I was living in ignorant bliss
Til I learned I could be more than this
And you know, in a way I owe it all to you.
I thought losing your love was a blow I could never withstand
Look how far I have come without anyone holding my hand
I had to find my way.
The day you broke my heart
You handed me the chance
To make a brand new start
You helped me find my way.
There's still so much to learn
So many dreams to earn
But even if I crash and burn ten times a day,
I think I'm here to stay
I'm gonna find my way."
Find My Way - Legally Blonde the Musical
It's amazing how much you can learn through adversity.
I know I say this to myself almost every month, that I'm finally ready to throw that baggage out the window and start completely fresh and anew, but I really think this month will be the last. Why? Because I've accepted that everything needs its time, and though somethings take A LOT longer than others, it will eventually come to pass. So for the past while, i haven't been trying to force anything, I'm letting it all naturally flow out of me, and I think this is it. The final stand.
I'm ready now.